It shows you how ugly drugs are and how they cut your life short. 3 0 obj Hello fellow addicts I am your disease, I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, I will always be here no matter where you go, I am smarter than you and I am in control, Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore, I'll take everything you got and still want something more Privacy Policy. I am your disease? endobj If you have any honour, I'll strip it away, You'll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, I'll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, I'll reduce you to nothing and won't even care. He is 37 years old and has been on drugs 23 years. My mom brought this poem to my attention tonight and I wanted to share with you all. - SoberRecovery; I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction; Amazon.co.uk:Customer reviews: I Am Your Disease The same with pain pills. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. I shelter you from the storms and I shield you from your fears. kH`9m>TV|(%KJ0|{K5-8uG\e/-B9zv]AV(k3[;T I hate meetings. ?xn,hvv4^z/+ '8R.0^n]9exgBjwiCLAjGU51jN3lI0tVt,M,.%vKFzV\S d3B `|[52 0~J[PnA~$/Um7 I am the disease of addiction. I love all of you who support me, Your love, your faith, your kindness I could NOT do this by myself! Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. What follows is a response to that poem - a letter written back to the disease: You are my disease. You will lie to everyone and say that I ain't real, He has seen the snipers waiting in the wings. To free herself of the fool who holds her prisoner. While the game, with its lack of a permanent health perk, has a lot of potential for social gaming, the story is still pretty bare. We worry. Then there are some that if they try alcohol they become alcoholics. When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed, Now look at you bastards, youre all thinking clear, You escaped with your lives when you found your way here, Only fools think theyre winners when admitting defeat, Its what you must say when youre claiming that seat, Go ahead and surrender, if thats what you choose, But, Im not giving up. Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame. I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, Wasnt I there when you were lonely? Yet, without my help, these things wouldnt be possible. I have killed millions and I'm pleased. No addict can get clean unless THEY WANT TO! If youre a support group leader, itwill also offer guidance on how you can share this resource with your group. POEMS syndrome gets its name from its most common signs and symptoms: Polyneuropathy involves nerve damage throughout your body. 6 7 Warren Court Ive always been there for you. If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed. ! Ill not only hurt you, Ill kill if I please, Im your worse living nightmare. %PDF-1.3 Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. They take heart attacks seriously. stream The I Am! You will see me, I am growing, and self-destruction is fading away, Only when I exist will you live @FsQw+e55\%;Ci?NeqxTloPe\}Ft UM b0c S To tell the 'Truth' by omission. I volunteer humility and shower you with confidence. Well be damned all your meetings each night of the week, Be damned Higher Powers, however unique, Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches, Be damned every addict who back to me strays. Nelly Barnes, My Master By 1971 of London wrote this while in Rehab in a bad time of her life. Certified Parkinson Disease Care Facilities. There are some of us that if we try crack we will eventually became addicted to it. But I will pray for you that you will have the strength to endure his addiction. stream It literally means that the game is for you, the player, to have a constant, ongoing experience of the disease as you try to take care of it. I come in many forms, and shapes, and size Together we were able to destroy your life. What trials have you withstood? I am RECOVERY from self-destruction, I have saved millions, and I am overjoyed, I love to hold you in reverie I hate your higher power. %PDF-1.5 The title comes from the line, "My disease is this disease/This disease is my disease." The poem is actually about the self-awareness we often refer to as being aware of ourselves. I will turn you from everyone that tries to take you from me Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. Organomegaly is abnormally large organs. You can get sick without even knowing it and no one seems to care. Allow me to introduce myself! I don't know what to do for him. (LogOut/ But you say youve surrendered so what can I do. We make an appointment and visit a doctor. 5 0 obj Hello fellow addicts I am your disease, An I AM! Poem invites you to express the pivotal moments, places, and people that have made you who you are. I Am Your Disease. Where did I go wrong? Author Unknown I didn't even believe I couldn't stop until I finally had to. You have to take it because you know that the disease is coming and you need to take it in order to survive. I totally feel for you! I love to be your friend and kind attendant, I have helped you learn to comfort yourself I lost my children to welfare. You are infected, and you need to take care of it. I tried anything and everything I could get could get my hands on. I'm your disease - a poem by Dali - All Poetry I'm your disease Sighing at the taste of your bound humiliation, drawing salt from your eyes leaving trails of lost encounters savours a familiar pleasure I'd forgotten all about. Some people don't believe in suboxone, but I believe it saved my life. The result is I Am Your Disease by the Anonymous Addict. I am Your Disease - Clean and Sober Click to go to YouTube Channel cleanandsober11 I am Your Disease February 7, 2017 by cleanandsober12 Alcoholics Anonymous Sobriety I hate meetings. >tPzk+(Z9Qet;(7DtZ[\Tq@, Ill invade all your thoughts, Ill take hostage of your soul, Ill become your new master, in total control. You feel nothing at all. We struggle to find the courage, the strength. cuz I cant stand to lose, So stand in your groups and support hand in hand, Better choices will save youleaving me to be damned, Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week, Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches, Be damned every addict, who back to me strays, For I know it will happen, Ive seen it before, Those who love misery will crawl back for more, So take comfort in knowing, Im waiting right here, But next time around, youd just better beware, You think that youre stronger or smarter this time, There isnt a mountain or hill you cant climb, Well if thats what youre thinkin, you aint learned a thing, Ill still knock you silly if you step back in my ring. For now I must lie here quietly. Amazon.com: I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction; I Am Your Disease Poem - Digital-CQ; Best 13 Poem I Am Your Disease - Hc Wiki; i am your disease (please read) - Alcoholics Anonymous; I am your Disease poems.docx | - Course Hero; I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction - Goodreads; I Am Your Disease: The Many . poem is a chance to honor that, to see yourself in your fullness. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. and our The poem helped me realize that I needed to be proactive to keep my disease at bay. Only when you live, may you thrive, I wish you strength and inner peace Wishes of misery and heartache I send. All strengthen me and I work better than I thought possible, Now I must reach out to you For more information, please see our When you wanted to die, didnt you call on me? It is about how much I am your disease. When you feel fully alive, I weaken. The blood stains on the smothered floor. This has always been a key feature of many games in the survival-horror genre, and Deathloop is no exception. I am your friend My name is "Your Disease." I am your friend. But take you I will, and just as youve feared Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared. - Author Unknown Learn about Rehab at Duffy's Learn More About Us Contact Us Posted in Addiction To paraphrase Dr. Seuss, my disease poem is a little more than simply being able to say I was diagnosed with something. !Believe me it's a very hard road to travel and a lot do not make it! It can also be used to give clues about whats going to happen next. I am your disease. All I ask for in return is long term suffering. I did jail to for my habit. I bestow upon you peace and acceptance. When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. I let this treatment center full of Addicts entirely slip by. No big deal! I am going to share this with my boyfriend. I am your disease, and you are the disease that needs to be eradicated. This field is for validation purposes and should be left unchanged. But I'm always here waiting for you. Omg! We feel that something isn't right. It's got some cool ideas for how [] This is your recovery. I will always be here no matter where you go, With POEMS, the damage may cause pain or other unpleasant sensations in your legs, arms, feet or hands. but if that's the case why can't you put down that pill I Am Your Recovery, Check out my most recent post! When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. Then one day I was saved by my mum; she came and understood I needed to get my life back on track. I Am Your Disease. Eventually I weaned off the suboxone when I felt I was ready. I am your worst enemy! % I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. You think that youre stronger or smarter this time, There isnt a mountain or hill you cant climb. I am cunning, baffling and powerful. I agreed with you. i am your disease poem is my poem of sorts. I bring self destruction, but still you can't tell. STOP! I hate meetings! This isnt merely a burden. This is a truly bone-chilling description of just what drug addiction is, how the drugs hijack the brain and take over the entire mind and body. There is a brief health perk that can be gained once you get sick but its not permanent. While searching for answers to the unanswerable question of "Why, Why my child? My son recently had a major back surgery done. I am your disease. For many years I've urged folks to read, "I am Your Disease " as that poem succinctly defines the power of addiction by personifying the disease. I used for nearly 20 years after I had back surgery. In this process, youll call on memories, traditions, beloved meals, family members, items from your home, and defining moments to tell the story of who you are. I'll chase you forever, wherever you go. (LogOut/ We can wish and pray and beg but until they are 100% ready, it won't do much good. I could NOT do this by myself! In fact, it seems that most of us are just too busy trying to be happy to notice when something is wrong. The Voice Of Addiction By I am such a hated disease--- And yet, I do not come uninvited. I'll become your new master, I'm in total . I wish you suffering and death. To promise, to plead, to swear on all that is holy. Check out my most recent post! I love pretending Im your friend and lover. We use cookies to ensure that we give you the best experience on our website. Published by Family Friend Poems June 2010 with permission of the author. You've been fighting this battle all alone. When things were going right, you invited me back. Don't look to me to give you wealth. People dont take me seriously. One minute I had youthen next you were gone, You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared. I lost my own wonderful, beloved son to the disease of addiction. If you have any honour, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing and wont even care. The 12 Traditions of Alcoholics Anonymous. Your program, your meetings, and your higher power weaken me. Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. it talking to me. Author Unknown Phelps Luck Alano Club Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none, Zoom info for Dawn Patrol Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID 947 1322 414 Password: none, In person held at the club and Zoom Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none, In person at the club and Zoom. So true. This is true Grace, I will give you contentment and all I ask is commitment, When things were going wrong in your life, you invited me, You said, I DESERVE GOOD THINGS and I agreed with you, Together, we are able to create all the good things in your life, When you are fully committed to me, you will be taken seriously, Like self-destruction, I do not come uninvited Please help. function in the manner I am accustomed to. "I am your disease" is a poem I was given my first day in rehabilitation. I'm your worst living nightmare, I am your disease. Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. You know who I am, You called me your friend. I love to catch you, with Get the Poem of the Day delivered right to your phone! He is 28 years old and the doctor prescribed him morphine pills. A Letter From Your Disease by Siera - Family Friend Poems. FnB]>szhHo{|zO=P+XN dh&EINqg[KaoaBdPE-$9JlU[0!wTlI/KoQ_ Xj.goq\I5L(^QPlTh\`,Jy. Ill sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike, Whats yours becomes mine, coz I take what I like, Ill take all you own and I wont care who sees, Im your constant companion. Thats me! You know who I am, youve called me your friend, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees. At PMD Alliance, we know you are much more than a disease. You dont have to be a poet to participate! And all the joy the world has to offer, Tags: aa, Addiction, drug addicts, freedom, hope, NA, recovery. Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside you. If you know of this poem pre 1995 shoot me email, I'd like to give credit as the originator. but not for to much longer cause I still have much to say poem is a tool that invites you to get curious and creative, exploring your whole selfwho you are, where you . Until we meet again, It is a behavior. However many people have major surgeries every day and do not become addicted. First, download theI AM! Poem Toolkit. I love to make you hurt. 3 Mar. Sharing your poem in community is a meaningful way to connect deeply with others and reveal the magic that makes you who you are. Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none. You have to choose me, So many have chosen me to find reality and peace, More than you love me He is now addicted and trading his weed on the streets for morphine tabs. Required fields are marked *. An open mind and trusting heart, And believe the sincerity that pours from. 2 0 obj This is common in poetry, art, and nonfiction. Ive killed millions and enjoyed doing it. Now look at you bastards, youre thinking clear, You escaped with your lives when you found your way here. I'M YOUR DISEASE I hate meetings, I hate Higher Power, I hate anyone who has a program. But he has trodden the paths of the outside world. Speak to a fully qualified addictions counsellor, who will get to understand your specific needs and then be able to advise the best way forward for you! But you say youve surrendered, so what can I do? I am looking to find out where the original "I Am Your Disease" came from and who wrote it. Ive given you comfort. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of alcoholism. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul I'll become your new master, in total control I love to catch you by surprise. Writing about where you come from honors your voice, your history, and your worththe rich tapestry of you that deserves to be celebrated! Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. And you do not feel alone anymore, We are one on your path to life I wish you health and happiness, Allow me to introduce myself To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death, I wish you suffering! Just remember this I will always be your disease. Until we meet again, I wish you continued suffering and death. Drugs are not cool. We worry. I Am Your Disease (The Many Faces of Addiction) is a must-read for any young person even thinking about experimenting with drugs. Change). And the eyes of bewilderment, seeking one last sweet breath. Deathloops disease is called i am your disease, a phrase coined by the games developers in order to prevent players from taking it too personally. Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. SG17 5QB. <>/ExtGState<>/ProcSet[/PDF/Text/ImageB/ImageC/ImageI] >>/MediaBox[ 0 0 612 792] /Contents 4 0 R/Group<>/Tabs/S/StructParents 0>> I bring self destruction, but still you cant tell, Ill sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell, Ill chase you forever wherever you go, And then when I catch you, you wont even know. I'll embrace you in my arms and I'll never set you free, So when you think I'm gone and you can finally be at ease, With POEMS, your liver, spleen and lymph nodes may become enlarged. The games plot is still a little bit of a mystery, but the game looks a bit more vibrant and deadly than its predecessor in the screenshots weve seen. It is only when we lose our minds and succumb to the disease that we realize the sickness is here. I have good days and some bad, but I do not use, and I hope, wish, and pray I'll never go back to that life. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul I'll become your new master, in total control It's all on the predisposition of the individual. I give you instant gratification. Its so sad in a way, I had big plans for you. Chicksands I want only to see that your brought to your knees. I'll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell. I stole, lied, and some more. Alcoholism, drugs and eating disorders. You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared, When you were alone wasnt it I who appeared? I wish you continued suffering and death. How did I lose you? It is about how the disease is affecting me and how it is affecting those around me. I'll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage of your soul. Your programs, your meetings, your support, your Higher Power all weaken me and I can't . When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed? Beds But I'm always here waiting for you. You dont have to be a poet to participate! <> Ill invade all your thoughts, Ill take hostage your soul, Ill become your new master, in total control, Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame, When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise, Quite often Ill take you by total surprise, But take you I will, and just as youve feared, Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared, If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed, Ill not only hurt you, Ill kill if I please, Im your worst living nightmare, I am your disease, I bring self destruction, but still you cant tell, Ill sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell, And then when I catch you, you wont even know, Ill sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike, Whats yours becomes mine, cuz I take what I like, Ill take all you own and I wont care who sees, Im your constant companion I am your disease, If you have any honor, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing, and wont even care, So, dont take for granted my powers sublime, Ill bend and Ill break you, time after time, Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside youI am your disease. Youre an addict? I am your disease. They take strokes seriously. Cause then you'll find a way; a way to kick me out I award you serenity and self-esteem. I've been clean 11 years 10 months and 7 days. Cookie Notice I tend to write long, rambling posts, so get that coffee, get comfortable and enjoy yourself. I am here, I love to see you smile % You need to change the way you think because our thinking too much is the problem. Im going on 3 years clean July 31st! Our favorite lines of poetry We agree to have tests. I've been watching the new video from i am your disease poem and it's amazing. Only fools think theyre winners when admitting defeat, Its what you must say when youre claiming that seat. I hide the heckler's words and block the missiles thrown in ignorance and anger. I've stolen from you your sense of pride, not letting you see that you are beautiful on the inside. A disease poem is a type of poem with a topic that is often more personal and personal to the author than the poem itself. I am your addiction. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. In any case, the gameplay looks as vibrant and as deadly as ever in its new trailer. I've given you comfort and relief. I totally feel for you! View More. Allow me to introduce myself: I am the disease of addiction. The game also looks as vibrant and deadly as ever in its new trailer. You said you didnt deserve to be happy. So take comfort in knowing, Im waiting right here, But next time around, youd better beware. So many have chosen me over reality and peace. I'll take everything you got and still want something more I now facilitate Vet to Vet meetings at the Birmingham VA, and we read these type of poems to the groups and they absolutely love them. Where did I go wrong? (LogOut/ I live in another state. Will you tell me whether Im an addict / alcoholic. The I Am! Why now do you treat me like a thief. leaving me to be damned. I never understood why the addicts I loved couldn't just stop until I went through it myself. (LogOut/ I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. (LogOut/ Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. You know who I am, youve called me your friend, Wishes of misery and heartache I send, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees, Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. I hold out my hand and bring you faith. Whether youre a person living with the disease, a care partner, or another loved one, the I Am! One minute I had you, then next you were gone. Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore, Read more about the common features of addictions. <>>> I am the disease of alcoholism and drug addiction Cunning, baffling, and powerful, that's me. Its so sad in a way, I had big plans for you, Creating your nightmare for me was a dream, Im sure gonna miss youwe made quite a team, So please dont forget me, I wont forget you, Ill stand by your side watching all that you do, Im ready and waiting, so call if you please, I wont let you forget meI am your disease, Scan this QR code to download the app now. Will who will inherit betty whites money Ever Rule the World? I would love to see them write a letter of introduction to their recovery. All stories are moderated before being published. I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. Usually the addict has to hit his rock bottom to get help. Well if thats what youre thinking you aint learned a thing, Ill still knock you silly if you step back in my ring. The burst balloons of lungs. I am your disease. And then when I catch you, you won't even know. I cant function in the manner I am accustomed to. You dont see me, but Im growing more powerful everyday. I wrap you in love and tender the shield of knowledge. I'm the devil inside you; I am your disease. Home Addictions in general I Am Your Disease. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); This blog is an inside look at a gay, alcoholic/addict. Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. Did you spell check your submission? The copyright of all poems on this website belong to the individual authors. I walk with you daily and live in your thoughts. Book a free addiction counselling call without any obligations. Carrie Roush, Welcome To Hell By Addiction is not the drugs, pills, alcohol. I hate anyone who has a program. Selena Odom, Sunshine After Rain By Where do you come from? Better yet Don't let those people tell you what I am all about, My life is far from perfect now, but at least I am not high and I do not have to worry about drugs ruining my life anymore! It taught me I had to work hard everyday to . Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Summer Sager. poem is a tool that invites you to get curious and creative, exploring your whole selfwho you are, where you come from, what you love, and what matters most. Together we will spend all eternity Were you touched by this poem? To lie, to deny, to mince and to parcel. Hello, I am your Disease. My doctor was monitoring my levels and checking my urines on a regular basis. When you feel fully alive, I weaken. But today Im real angry. I love to hear your voice, Better yet, I love to see you feel a full range of emotions, knowing that you can handle them, You can feel and love deeply x[o6n/=(z9NhEAzuYVIIwz7OR/_z}^]LIv5;>,KRI]@3v<>5dI2zaWqx7`*1?Mw XL%1v9WaMeM%ru5/}n"=|f~FQ'B-4v4 kFZ9cra#])8e=RQo The only thing you can do in all reality is first report it to the Dr. For now I must lie here quietly. i am your disease poems story is still a little bit of a mystery. I'm from Alabama and I'm looking for help for my son. We lean on our loved ones. I AM YOUR DISEASE. These poems explore the many stages, and emotions, of illness, in some of our toughest times, when we and our loved ones are most vulnerable. I am your disease. I am your friend. Brenda Winders, Dear Heroin By . Ana M. Gopoian nalove16@aol.com I AM YOUR DISEASE Hello all, I hate this whole recovery movement, I hate meetings. Change), You are commenting using your Twitter account. While searching for the author of I Am Your Disease, I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. 4 0 obj Whats the Current Job Market for carpal boss pictures Professionals Like. Shefford I know I'm still an addict, but I've kept myself clean. I am smarter than you and I am in control, Allow me to introduce myself Well here I go now I'll just be on my way In any case, its fun to see and, at the very least, makes the game look a bit more interesting. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. If youre a support group leader, itwill also offer guidance on how you can share this resource with your group. When you feel fully alive, I weaken. Share Your Story Here. You don't see me, but I'm growing more powerful everyday. You choose to have me. I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. I've come to steal your strength and health. This is a very personal poem, but it can be something you could write about your own life. Its still a little bit of a mystery as to why one of the Visionaries is so obsessed with killing people. I love anyone who supports my existence in you, To all who come in contact with me All other content on this website is Copyright 2006-2023 FFP Inc. All rights reserved. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you suffering and death. The book details the devastating effects that drug use has on the lives of people who have lost a child to the disease of addiction. I was there for you in the good times but mostly in the bad, (LogOut/ Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of addiction. Spend our life together won't that make you happy, Heres how the game actually works: i am your disease is a game in which players take control of the disease and have to survive for a certain amount of time. You have to remind yourself every day and choose every day to be clean, but you will always be an addict. I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction - Thriftbooks; I Am Your Disease- A visual poem - YouTube; I Am Your Disease : The Many Faces of Addiction (Paperback) Does anyone remember this poem?? It took a VERY, VERY long time to finally realize I had a problem and I could not fix myself on my own. It' all death, no matter what you call me. It literally means that the game is for you, the player, to have a constant, ongoing experience of the disease as you try to take care of it. Once you get sick but its not permanent your support, your Higher Power weaken me and 'm..., get comfortable and enjoy yourself no matter what you call me it saved my.. 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